Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Media hybrid

Here is a great idea ive come up with to help towards my final portrait: Draw, paint, then edit in photoshop to create an overall image.

Tonight I felt a sinister inspiration to depict something dark, almost offensive to the majority of people who would probably be viewing it. I decided to create an image based on "what if"...

What if things we hope happen, or are led to beleive have happened, or will happen, never take the path of our beleifs? This happens everyday, from eating foods which are apparently good for you, to asking your neighbour to look after the Dog when you go on holiday. Beleif, trust, faith, aspirations... they are all based on one thing: probability. This leds me to ask, what is true? If theres something I want to beleive in, it shall belong to my world. On the vast subject of identity, every living person on this planet is effected by the communication around them, their programmed to be who they are. Who are they? Who are you? Who am I?



Soon to be uploading my portraits, so keep an eye out!

Take care

Chris

Life drawing class three

This week we was given the task of drawing the Male figure. We created three images, two of which were produced over hour long sessions, while the other image was created within 5 minutes. The tutor encouraged the class to use the tedious measuring skills we had learnt in the previous weeks to construct our two main drawings. In typical Chris Simmons fashion, I failed to complete the structure of the subject in the time given. This was due to carefully focusing on the accuracy of my measurements and making sure I had got the proportions of the subject correct.

In the image above you can see the model holding onto a sword behind his back. This gave a new challenge to draw, using observational analysis as much as possible to ensure the figure was of the correct proportion. If you observe the original image you can see how I have created lines and measurement points to help describe the features of the image clearer for myself to draw.


In this second drawing you can see how the model is standing in a rather standard pose, arms on his hips. A similar pose was also performed by the female model a few weeks back, which makes an interesting point to observe how due to being male the whole approach to depicting the subjects image drastically changes. Notice how I have applied the objects in the background to help give myself a further understanding of depth and scale.


This last image was done in under five minutes, without using any measurement techniques.
The tutor gave us five minutes but I hadnt got my paper ready, so for me this was probably done in around 3 minutes. I am quite proud with how I managed to get the outline of the whole body whilst keeping the proportions intact. Observe how the model is in a totally alien position to what were used to drawing, the overal image making a sense of disturbance and greif.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

The elephant man

We recently watched the film the Elephant man as a part of our topic on Identity.
The film wonderfully contradicts itself by unleashing a sense of disturbing eeriness, however remaining heart warming and beautiful at the same time. To think this actually happened to a person is somewhat unimaginable, that people can truly be so shallow as to mock those who were designed different to your normal human being.

The storyline is rather straight to the point, yet surrounded by aspects of dark, harsh setbacks which helps to further create the sense of unease when watching this film. Just when you think there is light at the end of the tunnel, your pushed back into the grimy, bitter darkness.

The story is based on that of John Merrick, in real life named Joe Merrick. From birth, John starts to develop serious disfigurements, his skull enlarges, tumorous growths develop, his right arm mutating until practically useless. These growths destroyed Johns regular human face so much that he became somewhat monstrous looking. Some would say he appeared to resemble an elephant, hence the nickname “Elephant man”. This appeals the question of, what was Johns true physical identity? The monster he was shrouded by or the man underneath...

John Merrick, as we see in the film was subject to serious cruelty, being placed in a freak show at a Carnival. As John was so “special”, he was treated as the main attraction. This provokes such feeling of isolation, of which the film depicts really well, that you are hit by an overwhelming wave of sadness and gut wrenching fear. In many senses this film is actually quite scary, more so than a film based in the horror genre. Why? Its because this actually happened, its not intentionally disturbing, its just a realisation to the ignorance of mankind. What a complete bunch of selfish, insecure ingrates we all actually are. John Merrick lived a life of torture, yet still in the face of death, not necessarily caused by his disfigurement, he has a mind of such intelligence and hospitality.

As the film develops we see a Dr and Lecturer from the London hospital named Frederick Treves come to stumble across the Carnival where the Elephant man is based. He becomes curious to see the infamous “Elephant man” and decides to ask for a special intimate showing to cure his itch. What he comes to find, changes his life as well as John Merrick's.
John Merrick is treated at the London hospital, where he is taunted by fears of rejection of his carers, his room becoming his shelter and comfort zone. At first John is reluctant to speak, this fear of society and acceptance of what peoples depictions about him are drives his isolation farther, becoming more stubborn as opposed to forced. In time, Dr Treves manages to help John overcome his physiological fears, bringing forward the man inside. John in one sense was cured, his soul was brought back for the world to see, yet his physical appearance was beyond the point of return.

It is interesting to point out how Johns identity changes throughout the film, from the man who is shrouded in somewhat mystery, almost frightening, to the man who warms hearts with his supreme intelligence and kindness. It is also interesting to also observe how I say he is a man on the inside, does this mean to say I am suggesting just due to deformation he isn't any more a human being than me or you? Ive already degraded myself to the standards of the people who mock him, even though im not setting out to. I think its in human nature to reject what isn't considered normal, the unique is considered freakish. On another level I think this story has comparable morals to the life's of many even without disfigurement. I myself have felt isolated, pushed away from things I wanted to do, the target of society who was misunderstood. Im sure this subject sits in tight with many people, whether bullied at school, subject of racial abuse, homophobia, the list goes on.

John Merrick was continuously taunted by curious locals to the hospital, perhaps they was jealous that he was in such a good company, being treated above their class. This is again a case of confused identity, people seemed to believe he was lower than them due to a disfigurement.
Eventually after several incidents where he was forced back into fear and realisation of his appearance again, John Merrick decides his life is complete now he has found friendship in few that choose to believe in him He lays down his pillows, observes his life's work, a picture of himself sleeping in his bed. What's interesting is this picture depicts John as an undeformed person, showing how he perceives himself of how he should have been if he was not “different”. As he is deformed so badly, laying on his back suffocates him. John Merrick does the self respectful thing and ends his life while he feels it cant get any better.

Overall, a very sad story, but one which provokes much thought and observation to our own identities and physical perfections.

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Life drawing class two

Hey people

We had our second instalment of life drawing this evening, yet again intense and perception being the key. The task was to produce two drawings, the first on the basis of just using lines taking off from last weeks session, the second using measuring and precise analysis to depict the subject. We was encouraged to use the pencil lightly and not to delve into too much detail.
Notice the first image ive edited in photoshop so the pencil lines show up better to give you an idea for my working:






I was quite pleased with the first image, I got the lines to depict the image of the lady subject rather well yet again. With the second image, I didnt finish all of the subjects body. We was told to expect this as we was using new measuring techniques for the first time that was "suppost" to slow us down and make us think more about what we was drawing.

Chris

Monday, 5 October 2009

As Halloween is vastly approaching...

I thought it'd be suitable to absolutely destroy my image and turn myself into a gruesome zombie - vampire themed monster via the magic of photoshop.
Its not finished but while im working on it I thought id tell you lot so you can see where im at with it...



When im finished with it (which shouldnt be too long) i'll upload it to be a gnarly portrait of the day.

Take care fellow bloggers

Chris

Concept art - Self image study

I have been drawing images of my face from different angles and using various poses to depict different moods from my face. This is so I can understand my own portrait properly, so I can encapsulate my aura in my image better when it comes to making a final peice.








These are a taster of the Artwork I am producing to support my Self Portrait. I am making paintings, photoshop manipulations of myself and further sketches to help me understand the structure of my face, and the illusive essence of my personality it may hold.











The face holds many wonders!



Chris



Sunday, 4 October 2009

Words within a portrait!? - good idea

The use of text in Art isnt uncommon, sometimes as the basis of an image alone. Text Portraits sometimes are comprimised of text building an image, or text alone being an attribute to the images meaning. When someone thinks of a portrait, they tend to picture an image with a visual character, the use of words alone is somewhat abstract and defies the "norm" of what one would expect. If you like, the use of text in a Portrait creates the onlooker to become uneasy as it isnt what they steriotypically expect from such an image.

Some Artists that have used text in their work include Bruce Nauman, Wadsworth Jarrell, Barbara Kruger.

Here is an image constructed by Barbera Kruger. Notice how the words are used to make the images meaning stand out clearer to the audience, as if she has a valid opinion to express. Here we can clearly see she is stating about how the human body is steriotyped due to skin colour, race, sexuality, beleifs, abilities etc. Our bodies are never fully accepted amongst all of our fellow human beings. Some might say that we are all owned by a media driven commercialized society where as a result we have lost our true identies to conform to what is expected of us within certain social groups.

Image obtained from http://img.ffffound.com/static-data/assets/6/57f6ea8bfb751201d50d1b44967bc6f3c6c75660_m.jpg

Therefore I have decided to create a questionare asking everyone I know how they would describe my identity in ONE word. I will get these words from freinds, family and bulletins on social networking sites. From these words I shall create a list in this blog, negative and positive words are both welcome and will be accepted without a grudge. My concept is to seperate the good words from the bad and use Photoshop to arrange the words to construct my image. The colour schemes used shall reflect the tone of the word and also the natrual shading of light and dark. The technique behind my concept is based similar on that of two tone posteration, except this has a much more phycological meaning involving subtle technicalities.

I look forward to geting it done.
Here I shall post up the words I get from peoples responses.

Good words

Sensitive, Humble, Personal, Freindly, Shaggy from Scooby Doo, Unique, Lovable, Cute, Approachable

Bad words

Goth, Odd, Perve (they hopefully wasnt being serious), Manic, Gay (derogatory term), Shy, Lonely, Confused